i'm losing something

Hey sunshine..where are you today..it's so dark from mornin'...i cant find ur warm as usual..i cant see the shadow of your glow..why it turns to dark today...
It's okay if this dark didnt change to grey..but at the middle you show yourself to another people..why not me?? hellooooow...i'm here..you know, i'm so begging of your shine till i keep trying again and again recording my voice and singing..i hope u'll remember me as one of your hillarious fans..eventhough the record is failed..me..keep to texting you..but every hours i'm check my phone..the details always same..waiting for delivery..geez...till now waiting for delivery..helllowwww..i've seen you used your BeBe..so why my message isnt delivered..
i'm worried honey..but you dont give a damn..
Yepp..it similar like i'm not one of your priority..that you should take care of...and i understand, i dont want to force anything to you, i dont want to tamed your heart..YOUR HEART IS YOURS..but you already have a part in my heart..so if u asked, what i fell..it's hurt..it's hurt..it's sad..so sad..i'm sore now, and i need your shine to recover me a bit..but i didnt found it..ME..LOSING YOU..me..thinking of you..haha..it turns to real right? about diane birch - nothing but a miracle?? i'm starting like her situation..i dont know how you are, how you feels...saddddddddddddddd darlgul :'(...my heart my mind like one of Kate Perry's song : LOST

Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost

Is there a light
Is there a light
At the end of the road
I'm pushing everyone away
‘Cause I can't feel this anymore
Can't feel this anymore